NCIS: End of Second Season

Warning: Suicide Ideation

Self Portrait Lyrics by Blackmore’s Night

Tony looked at the blood splatter picture on Abby’s wall as she babbled about almost being shot at work where things should be safe:
Paint me a picture and hang it on the wall

Abby’s voice in the background. And while he listened, he brought his hand up and wiped his face to get rid of the image of Kate’s blood on his face. While the other arm was pulled tightly against a shivering Abby:
Color it darkly, the lines start to crawl
Down…Down…Down…
Spin me around and around

Gibbs in the background shouting orders to everyone:
Nothing is real but the way that I feel and I feel like going
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down

Officer Dav’id giving orders that the killer must not be harmed:
Paint me a picture of eyes that never see
Flashes of lightning that burn for only me…

Everyone saying the killer is dead, shot by Gibbs, but the ballistics don’t add up so one more lie to add to the mountain of lies and attacks:
Hey, hey, there’s only the devil to pay…

Taking the time out to visit his sister of the heart, as she lays there, where Ari and Gibbs placed her:
I’m ready to go, pull me down from below
Give me a place I can lay

Talking to Kate and seeing her as she was that day.
Going back and forth with her and he worked out what was wrong with everything:
Hey, hey – nothing is real but the way that I feel and I feel like going
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down

Looking at his hands. One holds his gun and the other his phone with an actual friend’s number highlighted and the thumb over the call button:
Nothing is real but the way that I feel and I feel like going –
Nothing is real but the way that I feel and I feel like going
Down, down, down, down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down, down