Journey to Self 3

Journey of Self
Chapter Three:

From the Forest, he traveled up to Portland. Where he stayed at a KOA campground with full amenities. There he took a shower and re-stocked his supplies. Hooked into the electrical outlets to edit his recordings. Adding a narrator’s voice to the shots up the coast explaining his journey and what led to it. And that he was now searching for himself after everything that happened to him.

Through finding out about his being a failed savior sibling. The bio adults in his life hate of him for it finally being explained with those words. And the bio’s thinking that all the money the bio grandparents left him should be theirs because he failed at what he was literally created for. And tried to pressure him into signing it all over to them on the week of his thirtieth birthday when it matured and came to him finally. And the court case that resorted to hate filled words spewed at him by the rest of his family.
The fact that the bio’s used that coming money as collateral to back both the mortgages on their own home and his sister’s new one. So, in effect he owned both. And had no idea what to do now.
The whole soon-to-be family member becoming physically violent to him after his sister’s abusive husband had turned stalker and nearly killed her. Yet everyone around him had no problems with this man in her life taking they’re not yet three-month daughter on a road trip to search out and stalk his sister. After being abusive with him.

So now he had left to find himself from the toxicity he had found.
Ending with a famous song Rest of Yesterday: By Alana Davis, and quote written out and slowly scrolling up on the screen in white letters over the sun setting over the ocean:

Victory is for the One,
Even before the combat,
Who has no thought of himself,
Abiding in the no-mind-ness of Great Origin.
[From Bruce Lee’s poem ‘A Taoist Priest’]

Preserve yourself by following the natural bends of things and don’t interfere. Remember never to assert yourself against nature; never be in frontal opposition to any problem, but control it by swinging with it.’ [Bruce Lee]

Ending with the twilight darkening and with the stars coming out in the night sky. Fading from the screen. And posting it to his new You Tube Channel. Linking it to his other social media sites.

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